So, it's finally December, and it definitely feels like it outside. Freezing cold! Today was awesome! Took my Vistaril all day, saw Pat, got my money off my card, and went to every group. I know I can make it this time, I KNOW IT! Pat and I talked about my stealing and childhood sexcapades today. My two most touchy topics. I think we made somewhat of a breakthrough today. She says those are symptoms of Bi-Polar disorder, and I most-likely have had it my entire life. It makes sense, anyway. It was awkward talking about it. I miss him... Ugh. Both of them, actually, but Twain more. Night!