11-29-11

Today was OK. Went to all but 1 group. Accidentally slept through it. Had a family session today with Pat (my therapist). It sucked. We talked about aftercare. I'm not going back hope, but I MAY get to stay for the holidays. I cried because dad was being so assertive, and I'm just a pussy. They kept bringing Chattanooga up, too. I'm dreading it, but it must be for the best. Lex (my recovering sister) makes me jealous because she has pretty much all I want, and it seems like a lifetime just to get to that point. I'm so impatient! I have to work on that and my self-inadequate thoughts. Blah. That's about it. Night!